Good morning computer.  Another morning of quiet rain is falling outside.  This morning I am at home, it is Lea’s day to go to the woods to reconnect with whatever comes up.  I just love to watch her do that, I can remember when she did not enjoy being alone.  She has (at least in my interpretation opened up to the beauty of silence or space. )  She has opened the creative doorway in her life and I love to watch her ever unfolding process.  I gotta find this Nelson Mandela speech, it is so fitting for this time in my world.  I am in heaven watching and supporting others in being themselves.  As I do that I am rewarded by opening up to more about myself.  I got the most amazing letters from Cath and Melissa yesterday, they were recalling their experiences when and since we met.  This is beautiful they have found out (probably re found)that they create their worlds.  And are doing so together/ seperately and seperately/ together.  Letting me know that I am supporting them in being themselves, the biggest gift anyone could give to me.   There I am standing in the gym reading the letters with tears coming down my face.  My heart opened and the walls dropped.  There I was.  The words they both chose to convey their messages were beautiful the energy with which they used to create the intent was amazing.  Absolutely a gift, thank you.  Anyway I guess the thing that was on my mind this morning was the little man.  Jordan, his ever unfolding process (including Diane’s process is beautiful).  Here is a kid and family that for 9 years who were limited by what they had been told.  Now that is my interpretation, That is in no way meant to slight Diane, Phil, or Braedon.  I find Diane to be so strong, so determined, and so loving.  There was a good reason that Jordan has always had an amazing attitude.  I am guessing nobody knew what to do with him, how do you even begin the process of helping someone like him.  I remember the first time I met her, she was holding him in her arms and he was squirming around like a spastic jello mold.  She asked if I could help him and I said sure, I had no reference point on what to do or when to do it.  I had some theories in my head some intellectual thoughts on movement healing humans and brains and nervous systems rewiring.  So we began.  Soon Jordan was moving with us more and more, sometimes he would fight us.  Boy was he getting strong.  The first year he put on something like 40 percent of his old weight in solid muscle.  This kid is ripped like a calvin klein model.  The second year has been full of medical issues at times.  The kid has recovered from all of them and has continued to come in and give everything he has.  Through all the sleepless nights, all the pain in his mouth, everything.  This kid has kept going and kept his sweet beautiful powerful disposition.  Diane and Phil give Jordan the only chance for whatever comes up through all the effort and love they give him everyday.  I look at Braedon as well and see an amazing human.  Jordan the past couple of months had begun to have the huge events at night, Diane would come in everyday and say he woke up at 300 am again, drenched in sweat and screaming.  This was interesting me hugely.  Every night the same time, the same response.  Now one of the things that makes my time with Jordan so interesting is there is little way for anything to be concrete with him (I have gotten good at saying this is only a concept)  So I always saw the night time events as huge lightning storms so to speak.  Huge energy building up that takes him from sleeping to jack his temperature up to drenched with sweat and screaming.  These lightning storms, were in my eyes wiring his brain.  Huge internal storms with energy enough to creatively wire the brain.  Think what that would take to lay down circuits in a brain with no circuits.  Well the storms ended one day and I was getting excited, like when I was younger on Christmas.  I knew what was next, without knowing because indeed it is only a concept till he shows us it is truth.  Immediately Jordan began showing signs that took a bit to see for Diane and Phil but eventually Jordan’s feed was doubled and the signs went away.  Here is a 10 year old kid who is more ripped than I have ever been with an 8 pack of abs and could be used for a muscle class as the example of where things are, anyway, he is up to 2600 calories.  The kid weighs in somewhere around 40-50 pounds.  He seemed in my eyes to be loosing weight during the storms, I kept that mostly to myself for not wanting to worry Diane.  But his body was consuming itself in order to fuel the huge lightning storms, remember the 16-20 pounds he originally put on, thank you.  Now with the more food he is putting the mass back on.  Jason had him hanging upside down the other day and I could not see any ribs, just abs and pecs.  I was blown away.  Now Jordan is finding the off switch to his movement, before he was so strong and beginning to move but he was all on.  Now he is opening up to going from all on to all off much much quicker.  This is showing him how to create movement and also stability.  Diane said she took him to his doctor the other day and Jordan just sat there for an hour plus, holding himself up into position in his sitting system with back straight and was connecting in the room with the Doctor.  Both the Doctor and Diane were amazed (my interpretation of the words Diane chose to use when telling me).  Diane used the words “it is weird but he” to convey things she is beginning to see everyday from Jordan.  I cannot imagine what it must be like to have a child for 9 years who is not empowered to create his life then in less than 2 years to where Jordan is now.  I cannot imagine the spectrum of emotions.  In the past 5 sessions Jordan has used me to stand up 3 times, when I say this it is not slow and nervous he is full on this is what I want and I know how to do it.  He has moments of such pinpoint accuracy of movement it is incredible.  I love when Diane tells me what is going on at home and how she is playing with him.  Their connection is so strong that she is his best trainer.  So every chance I get I throw something in for her to ponder.   They have brought so much into my life.  A wizard once told me that Jordan would teach me how to work with all my clients.  Well you were right again Blaise.  As I open up and my creative process unfolds I can see what my interpretation of what he said happening.

Yesterday was another day where several clients all created magic.  Morgan was back after a week off with Viktor in Calgary.  Her glutes and hamstring fired up for the first time ever.  And when I say fired up I mean hugely.  I was stunned Viktor was stunned (I thought)what a gift for herself to create.  Earlier I told her it was all about glutes and upper hamstrings not quads, low back and calves.  So she created glutes and upper hamstrings with the intensity and energy that I have never seen throughout her body.  What a gift, thank you.

Dennis came in after lunch and we went on the TG, today was the first time he had pushed the TG, with positional assistance.  I love seeing him be happy with his moments where he goes further than he has in the past.  Since he has held the gym together long enough for the foot hold to take.  Thank you D, what a gift.  I get an amazing place with amazing people to explore the gift life gave me and play with my creativity.  Thank you.

Greg’s off switch circuit is getting stronger.  I heard him tell a visitor about it and I watched him wire his brain by the words he chose to dig the circuits deeper and deeper.  He is so strong and brave.  Thank you, what a gift.

I feel so blessed to be here creating my world with so many amazing people who are opening up to creating their world.  They are and will create healing that will inspire others who want to create their worlds.  Thank you Jason for being you and all you bring to p.a.t.h.-sci.  You are an awesome team mate.

smilen jj